well it's been a while since i have posted here and i've decided that i need to take a minute to look around again and get motivated. and then get back to work! even on my catchup day i can't get all the shit done that i want to do. my latest plan is that after i do this, i'm gonna write answers to questions until 3 and then design... once i have a few basic designs, i'm gonna go back to writing and then send some emails... around 5:30 i'm gonna make a list of all the essentials for the week.

i'm ok nowadays. just have to keep up the energy at work.. don't know why it's fading. well i do.. but i'm in denial about my mental health :)