last night, i slept alone

i agree! jessie doesn't get back until today and edgar didn't want to sleep over because i was sleepy and he was wide awake and he knew i'd been getting up way earlier than he wanted to . . so he left at like 11:30. i was on the verge of sleep since like 11:00 and really kicked him out at 11:30. as soon as i laid down again, i was CONVINCED i heard a window open. and then i have all these scary images of someone ringing the doorbell, what would i do (because you can't see the door without going downstairs - and its just sort of creepy when then they can see you)

i don't know how i'm going to deal with living by myself!!!