exhausted

ive been up since 530 and am soooo tired. ive been having the weirdest dreams all weekend. i cant remember last night but i know it kept me up a lot - the night before that my mom and i were walking somewhere and someone deliberately pushed her and she went flying/fell...i jumped up...it was scarey...

anyway all weekend was a lot of fun. im so glad i got to spend time with my cousin. i have so many of them but only know a handful really well - this is one that i dont know well at all. we talked a lot about his job, his friends, his family, and most importantly his accident. i felt uncomfortable to ask at first but then i did with the caveat that he can tell me to stop whenever he wanted. i found out so much about him / what he went through...

sat we walked around the whole city. walked to the WTC site, then to battery park city, then to 45 wall st- he looooved the apt! he couldnt get over how cool the apt was :) i guess i miss those conveneinces a lot too - gym in building, amazing roofdeck,doormen who know you even when you havent been ther for a year! it was nice :) then we took the subway to times sq - its fun to walk around there with someone who appreciates it. i just find it to be a pain in the ass these days since its a routine walk for me and i hate the crowd since i usually just want to get somewhere. but its nice to walk around when the person you are with is oohing and ahhing. then we walked to rockefller, my office so he could see a view of the park from the 33rd floor, then we were freezing so we went home - packed and got on a train to ct. we went to a party for akshays parents - he is so cute. saw all the boys - parth, parag, raj, pratiks brother was there too..

that night my cousin from boston and aunt came to see sharad. my aunt and younger cousin left at like midnight, the boy stayed -the two boys drank a whole bottle of crown!!! my parents werent too happy and didnt really know what to say - luckily they didnt throw up or act drunk in the morning i think my mom would have flipped...

then sunday my parents and i went to the temple, then to nalini aunties, and sunday we had a very relaxing day at home. i helped my mom do some errands, we watched hidalgo (which i liked, she hated, and i sent it back today jules). it was very relaxing and nice to spend that time with them...

this friday another cousin from india will be coming; we are going staight to philly on friday night since my bro has sat off. ill come back sunday around lunch time and rupa ill def come up for the double feature on sunday! (was this week a new one?? i hope so!)

that was my weekend....tonight i just want to go home, cuddle with my pink pillow and watch a movie....i bet my room is freeeezing since i havent had the heat on all weekend...