im honestly shocked that he took initiative to hang out. which he has done a lot lately! before new years he contacted me to to have a drink but i was on vacation so much those two weeks that i didnt see him. it should be fun.

i did tell her wed be there. hopefully she is around.

your aunt and the humane thing sound awesome! does walking dogs count for your vet experience :) i had a dog encounter on sunday and i was very good about it - only cause sashank petted the dog the whole way to keep it occupied so it wouldnt eat me alive but still i wasnt that bad!

umm i think julie and jackie broke up with dev a while ago :) now i just have to do it. they both were telling me last night that he makes me think its all new things we are going to "try" but its really still the same shit and i shouldnt tolerate it. I KNOW they are right. I just dont know what to do about it...im not going to europe with chike though - i think that would just be too hard on everyone - dev, my parents, me having to lie to my parents, and i really dont think i want to be with someone in that way either...and i know if i went there id just be half hearted about it, and i know all he wants is a hook up fest and i definitely dont want that...not now at least..and not with him...

so no more conversation about it until i do something different :)