re: anusha's views on life

hey nush, if that's the way you feel then it really shouldn't matter what your friends and family think about your relationship. nobody really knows what's going on in your relationship besides the two of you anyways, so go for it! we all just want you to be happy :)

i didn't do anything with my hair - all i did was blow dry it. maybe it's because my hair's been gross and in a pony-tail all week, so it looks nicer today in comparison!

day 3 of south beach is still working well. the real test will be eating out tonight and going to a bar. i'm going to try to stick to the no-alcohol rule for the first 2 weeks. wish me luck!

oh yea, i forgot to tell you guys about the joe situation. he definitely does not know how to talk to girls - major turn off. so i called him last night, seeing as the party is next friday and he had mentioned he wanted to take me out, but i haven't heard from him. we chatted for a bit, finally i was like, "so, you wanna hang out sometime, or what?". he got all nervous and he was like "yea, i think i'm going to some bars with some friends on friday. maybe i'll give you a call so you can meet up wtih us". but he was really nervous and stuff while he was trying to say this. i was like, "fine, call me, whatever." but, that doesn't sound like real definite plans to me, right? this morning, he told jackie that we were definitely hanging out on friday, blah blah blah. whatever happened to him wanting to take me out to dinner?? oh yea, when we spoke on the phone, he also said something about me going to their party, but he never really "asked" me to go with him. i think i'm just going to be jackie's date and joe can go alone.

i just get frustrated with guys who are wimps :)