that is exactly what i want

ive had such a good time over the last few months spending time with myself! just going to the gym, watching movies, reading, working more. and when im tired of myself, spending the time with my friends and family...i dont want a boy! sure i love the random flirtatious emails with random boys and i def dont want that to stop, but i dont want anything with anyone...i just need to be stronger/firmer/meaner to get my point across. thats a lot easier said than done...