morning girls!

ok, i'm in a better mood today!
the sun is out and as soon as i left yesterday i called edgar and we met up for chai. we talked for 2 hours about random stuff and it was better. i talked to him about not being able to talk about us and about what scares me about our future and a lot of stuff that i needed to say. i think he is getting more and more willing to be flexible about things and i'm not giving him enough credit - like anusha and dev's issue of her going to sleep early. he and i have the same problem - i told him this saturday i wanted to sleep in. that it didn't matter when he woke up, i would probably just roll over and go back to sleep. he was more than ok with it. which seems really small, but its a constant tension when we don't get to spend time together that when we do have time alone, i sleep. basically - we have a goal of july 1st. then, i'll get my own apartment and jessie will move to buffalo - kind of like anusha's goal for taking the test last december.

then i went home and watched shark tale from netflix with jess and went to the movies to see hide and seek with her. i am really looking forward to july. we still get along great - its just so hard to have those good moments when we live together and still don't see each other because of work and edgar. it will be nice to have her move away so that the time we spend together is the good stuff without all the bad stuff.

so, all i have left for my to do list today is email eun some data. its going to take some time to get the data set up right and the email composed - but not 4 hours! yeah - i might leave early again today :)