9.17.2004

i have the best friends

megan to add a little to rupas blog...

the night with the girls was great - and the best part is we are going to be doing that all next weekend WITH YOU TOO!!!!

but the night with the boy was not so good...hence the title of this blog....

the night for me started at 530 when jules and i drove for 2 hours to go get our haircut :) but it was def worth it and we will def do it again....ill send you pictures tonight when i get home - but he showed me how to make my hair curly!!! i love him :)

and what i wanted for the evening was to spend time with rupa julie and ameya and also with dev and his friends. i know that my friends would have gone wherever he was, and i told him that - all he had to do was call. and at 8 i called and was like im on my way back where are you? at 9 i called and was like im in the city and dont know where ims uppsoed to meet you so im going home. he texted me and was like i dont get reception here, ill call you in a few hours. i wrote back and said, i want to come with you! he wrote back and was like there isnt anyone here you wouldnt like it anyway, so i said fine, went home hung out with jackie and julie...ameya and rupa came to the apt...we went to one club, now 1130, still no call from dev...went to another club, now around 1 maybe, still no call. then he calls and is like im home, where are you? at the time i was already crying out side of a club wanting to just crawl into a ball and go home. he complains every day that i dont like his friends and i dont want ot hang out with them, when really how the hell is this my fault?? i keep trying and asking and begging for him to call me to see them and he doesnt call...

anyway we ended up at a club across the street from his apt so i called and told him that, he showed up and the second he got there was like i just want to go home, and i said fine, go, but i was mad at that point, and ready to call it a night, so i said bye to the girls, caught up with him, gave him a piece of my mind, told him i wanted to go home, be by myself, the cabby was really nice and was like sorry you are crying i dont have any tissues, i called chike on my way home cause i just wanted to feel appreciated - i wanted a guy to tell me that i wasnt high maintenance and that i was fun when we dated - cause dev thinks all this is high maintenance - all i wanted was for him to call me so i could go out with HIS friends???!? i dont get it....

ill prob blog a lot today cause my two bosses arent here.....

i want to just be home and asleep.....