what are you going to do?!

if cards make it to the world series, there is going to be chaos in your apartment! it'll be like rivalry!

it is still raining in rochester. it hasn't stopped raining this week. i haven't seen sunshine in days. it is starting to get to me. i almost bought a plane ticket last night for nyc to leave tomorrow and not come back until sunday night. i thought that might cheer me up . . .

but my dad is coming tonight to take me out to dinner (with edgar - first time there has been parent/edgar contact since *the night*) and it's my grandma's birthday so i'm going to buffalo on saturday . . .

i played with jessie last night, so that was a little better. and i slept a lot. i need to go to the gym and rock climbing and stare at bright lights and try not to let the fact that there is no longer sun in rochester bother me.