i'm sorry boys are such poo-poo heads

don't be sad anusha . . .hopefully things will ease up a little with thanksgiving coming up - at least you can spend a day away from your office and with your family. and then in a couple of weeks, you'll take the test and then maybe things won't seem as bad.

i don't want a guy to suck the social life out of me! i like being able to randomly hang out with jacob and joe and john and ameya without having to tell someone or ask someone for permission. although, it would also be nice to have someone to hang out with all the time.

i don't know if things have already changed or not. i mean, i do think about him more now than i did before, but i think that's also because i'm confused and trying to figure out what i want. i'm not thinking about any other specific boys, but i am looking forward to going home in a week and hanging out with a ton of guy 'friends' (a.k.a. letting guys take me out and buy me drinks and all), and i don't want to have to have to feel 'guilty' about flirting with other guys. i might just be a big baby, i don't know. . . and i don't know if i can just tell him "hey buddy, you know i love you as a friend but let's go back to just being friends."

anyways, sorry about bringing the discussion back to boys. about desperate housewives: I'd seen a couple of episodes and i liked them, but i've missed it the last couple of weeks. is the hot 'slutty' latin woman the one that was hooking up with like her 17 year old lawn boy?

that lawn boy is hot - and he's one of my co-worker's friend's ex-boyfriend! he's from ct. just thought i'd share that bit of random info with you guys :)