i'm a wimp

and it was ipod hell when i got there... moush never came over.. but jeremy, steve, and claire were all helping him out when i got there... we were finally alone by 1am or so (still there!) but his computer (not ipod) was really frustrating.. so both of us were grumpy and i was kinda having trouble staying awake... (AND i'm a wimp)

so i figured i'd talk to him today over lunch... blah. but after seeing how stressed he is about leaving.. i worry. maybe i shouldn't say anything?? i'm having lunch at noon so i need 3 hours of pep talks!!! all the things that i am worried about...
1. that he'll look at me like i'm a freak and get nervous that i like him
2. that he'll like me too but be mad that i brought this up right when he's leaving
3. that he'll tell me he's gay
4. that he's in love with moush.. or insert any other name

i worry that he's gonna do 1 or 2 more than anything... and then our friendship will wither away... help!!!!