indian food and bad people part 2

saffron: cause the food is pretty bad from the few times i went there...i couldnt willingly subject you guys to that! i dont think julies taste buds evolved to handle my taste until at least sophomore or junior year...

maybe you are the bad person and not me! i still feel bad though...i think the day after a break up is the hardest, and i survived it. i still get excited when satyan calls (megan - we discussed the pronunciation of his name yesterday and what i wrote was wrong i guess, its not a long a, its like the first a in my name, and the t is more like a th like in jyoti. basically it sounds just like its spelled like all indian names! except ameya - i still remember thinking rupa was taking me to some big hot black guys apt the first time we went there...ameya is farrrrrr from that!)

anyway, i couldnt hang out with satyan yesterday cause he had a friend staying over with him, but he called when he got home and left me a cute message. and he already called this morning :) im gonna meet up with him after dinner tonight. i suggested going out, he suggested going home and watching wimbledon since i bought it yesterday...honestly im a little scared to go home...i know that if i tell him i just want to be by myself and i definitely like hanging out with him i just need time he will respect that...anyway just a little aprehensive, im sure as soon as he is there though i wont feel any of that cause its always so comfortable...