weekends

frankly, weekends are no longer that fun for me. friday nights are worthless - sometimes jess isn't working but mostly its a week night alone. saturdays - i spend the day time with edgar - so i don't want to waste it, so not much sleeping in. then he leaves at 4ish to go to work and i get lathargic by the end of the night. the last couple of sundays i've had to work - so that makes those less than exciting. really - i think if i concentrated too long on my day to day life i'd become a little depressed. as long as i don't have to work this sunday, edgar and i *might* start a new tradition that will make me very very happy. we might go to my grandparent's lake house after he's done with work saturday night, spend the night there and hang out at the house all day sunday. even if the weather is bad, the house is isolated and peaceful and we've recently added a dvd player. we can make breakfast and be lazy together without any of the usual pressures. wow. i'm practically drooling about it just thinking of it.

oh - and i got a form to fill out today for my "anual self-assessment" - my 6 month review. AHHHH!