welcome back rups :)

i cant come on friday, im meeting up with ellen...so ill celebrate your bday next weekend in boston! annas sounds sooo good, i cant believe there is one in the student center!

:( megan thats a harsh reality "the good moments dont last that long anymore..."

i know...i also dont want anything with satyan now, although my heart races whenever i get an email from him or when he calls me at night to say goodnight....but either way, next time i hang out with him im going to tell him i just need time to be by myself...

as for dev, we are meeting tonight after he gets back from the airport. i think ill postpone all this talk till this weekend...urgh. it is hard to get out of something - ive done it before - a lot - and ive always used a good excuse - ie not telling the real truth. like mike - he doesnt know that i broke up with him becuase he isnt ambitious or motivated enough for me - he thinks i broke up with him cause i was going to college...but in the end, who cares - i care a lot about dev, i dont want this to be a bashing session of you did this and you do that and i dont like this - cause i think he is a really amazing guy - just not for me....