exhausted

but slowly catching up on all the work.

tonight im going to go straight to the gym and then go home to study. i finally watched all of troy last night. i dont have time to watch a movie all at once anymore, but i figured it out - if i watch 30 min of it each morning when im getting ready and 30 min at night when im going to bed, i can be done in just a few days! im going to start that with shark tale tonight...

surprisingly for myself ive been holding up pretty well without dev. granted ive talked to him and seen him a few times, but i havent broken down and wanted to get back together with him, and ive shed a few tears but im not in need of a hole to crawl into forever.

unfortunatly i think its easier cause satyan is around. and i totally dont want him to be a rebound guy. he is way too nice for that...

anyway i tried explaining to him yesterday thati needed space adn that i didnt want to see him every day and i def didnt want him to stay over...in response to that he asked if he could take me out to dinner on thurs night :) and he suggested amma, the indian rest that i absolutely love. the problem is what i love there is this chicken dish, and he is vegetarian :( so i feel bad...maybe they can make that chicken dish with paneer instead of meat...i doubt it though, most things at indian rest are just frozen and heated up...(gross thought but usually true)

ok back to work...