frustrated

so - this sunday is easter. this may sound space case-y, but i didn't realize this until being home over the weekend and having my mom ask me what i was going to do. my family on my mom's side - but not my mom and dad - are going to be getting together at this chain steak house place like outback and having easter dinner at 3. so - i ask my mom whether she thinks i could invite edgar, which turns into asking my aunt who the two of them talk it over last night and i get this email this morning from my mom that basically says no - how when my grandma found out that i was going to go to the lake house with edgar, she freaked out and how its easter and she is basically a five year old that it wouldn't be good because she might get really upset. so, now i have no idea what to do. i think i'm going to blow off the holiday all together and just go to the lake house with edgar saturday night . . . but it all gets worse because he was in a mood last night about the whole living situation that he and i can't spend time together because of jess.

i just want to fast forward to july when i'll have my own apartment and it will be sunny outside and stupid day to day activities won't completely stress me out.