:-/

had lunch with him. he keeps saying all these wonderfully nice things that make me want to just say fine ill give it another try, but instead i just keep being strong and say i think you should go, i think we should see how keeping in touch works and if its meant to be it will be. hes scared he will leave and i will fall for someone else and he wont be there to remind me of him...i dont think thats such a bad thing - but i do think people can change - i just need to figure out if im ready to give him another chance...

i have so much work to do! and im not in the office again for an extended period of time till next tues afternoon! but i have to bring my computer home with me tonight to get some stuff done...