the day
not so bad except that i want to rup out my uterus and i dont have megan next to me to keep feeding me liquigels!!!!!!
i had the weirdest convo with my parents about that yesterday :) 1. hearing my dad tell me to go back on the pill...2. me asking my mom if she ever was on the pill :) apprently yes, after she had me...3. asking my mom why the hell she hasnt gotten her uterus taken out since she knows she doesnt want to have kids!! apparently thats not good for your body...i dont care, after i have the third one im taking the damn thing out!
im going to a blood lab now to get blood drawn so they can test for who knows what - i was on the phone with my dad when he was calling in all the stuff my doctor asked him to call in, and all i heard was gibberish and a lot of things...i hate needles. i hate all of this! i was actually really tempted today to tell allen that i wanted to take a month leave of absense, no pay, just study and stay home...i didnt say it although im still really thinking about it. ill obviously wait and see what the blood tests say and next thurs ill be in CT to get the steriod shots - apparently that makes you all edgy and crazy - as if i need to be more on edge!!!
sorry for all the depressing blogs :( i think i need to start the journal ive been telling myself id start since i was about 10....
i had the weirdest convo with my parents about that yesterday :) 1. hearing my dad tell me to go back on the pill...2. me asking my mom if she ever was on the pill :) apprently yes, after she had me...3. asking my mom why the hell she hasnt gotten her uterus taken out since she knows she doesnt want to have kids!! apparently thats not good for your body...i dont care, after i have the third one im taking the damn thing out!
im going to a blood lab now to get blood drawn so they can test for who knows what - i was on the phone with my dad when he was calling in all the stuff my doctor asked him to call in, and all i heard was gibberish and a lot of things...i hate needles. i hate all of this! i was actually really tempted today to tell allen that i wanted to take a month leave of absense, no pay, just study and stay home...i didnt say it although im still really thinking about it. ill obviously wait and see what the blood tests say and next thurs ill be in CT to get the steriod shots - apparently that makes you all edgy and crazy - as if i need to be more on edge!!!
sorry for all the depressing blogs :( i think i need to start the journal ive been telling myself id start since i was about 10....
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