good morning

for some reason im in a chirpy mood today...i dont know why cause i havent really been able to sleep the last couple of nights - im not sure if it is because satyan hasnt been there so ive had to resort to hugging my pink pillow, or if its all the formulas that run through my head at the oddest times or if its knowing that whether or not i do fall asleep ill be tired when i wake up since i have to wake up early...

but anyway, despite all that im in a good mood. got here early cause we have our allocation meeting tomorrow and we have to do some work on that..i plan on getting my nails done during lunch (although the callouses on my hand from the burn are still pretty bad, im still going to try going though...)

i yelled at dev yesterday. he is starting to ruin my bday already and its 2 months away. i got like 15 emails yesterday saying can we hang out this day, can we do this. and every time i have to politely say i dont know what is going on and finally i just blew it. i was so mad. i told him that i know he loves me and i know he only wants to be with me on those days cause he cares about me, but so do other people, and i want to figure out other stuff so he has to leave me alone...it was pretty bad, but i needed to do it...

1 week to go....