phew

that weird feeling is gone. urgh. i talked to him last night and everything was great - talking about work, friends, life, and then it turned to us. i hate that with a passion. it makes me feel mean and it makes me say things that are so direct and hurtful because if i try to dance around the fact that im with satyan and im happy, he just doesnt get it. so at least i hung up the phone (mid conversation saying i didnt want to talk about the same stuff anymore) and realized that that feeling had gone away and i was just being silly.

then this mornign i had the best work out :) the spinning class was so good. my legs are hurting in the good hurting way. during lunch im gonna get a manicure and pedicure :)

im looking forward to a somewhat lowkey weekend here....