poor guy :(

i didnt discuss it cause i had no idea who got the email. he told me some of my friends - i assumed just patty toral and ellen since they talk to him a lot about me, didnt realize it was ALL of you!

it put me in kind of a weird mood yesterday, there is just a weird feeling in my stomach - one of those did i make the right decision, did he really change, am i ever going to see him again, am i going to make time for him or keep going on with my busy schedule (which by the way is also making me frustrated - i hate being busy all the time. i just want to be home and do nothing) ...i thought when i went to satyans last night itd go away, but it didnt....

im excited about the lake house too :) i need to talk to my mom and remind her that we are doing it that weekend.

other random news - my grandparents are coming today! not sure if i mentioned that. my mom is going to pick them up at jfk. ill go home next weekend to see them.

jules - are you going to be home tonight? i miss you! (megan and rups, i miss you too, but it feels weird to miss julie since i live with her so i thought it warranted special notice)

on to dev again - he is on his way to atl for a 5 day conference where he is getting two "top employee" type awards from bill himself...and he won the trip that took us to hawaii again - although this year it takes them to australia!