ok to vegas!

i asked anita and koo if they wanted to too anita said no because of med school stuff, koo said she wanted to but also wanted to visit her sister so it was a money thing - but ekta wanted to . . . which i knew, but i was hesitant to say yeah to ekta. if it was her plus like koo and neubert or something that would be fun, but ekta tends to have random people in tow and i'm not THAT excited about it to deal with ekta AND random people . . .

i know what you mean about sad days :( i've been getting them a lot lately - only i tend to just be mad. everything rubs you the wrong way for no real reason and then two days later your like all fine again - i decided it was stress. which is an easy diagnosis without a solution . . . i got a pretty journal as an attempt to work on it. i thought if i went back to writing in a journal on a fairly regular basis, maybe i'd do a better job recognizing when my mood shift is due to stress and maybe control it. it would be a lot easier if i had just gotten into vet school (i didn't, by the way) so that i could see an end to this job. i think i might finish off my "i'll be here for two years" in August and then just find another lab to work in, not related to this one. i can't handle another season like this past one with eun.

i did get plane tickets - finally! i was attempting for an hour before it was finished. i'm flying down thursday night, arriving at like 11:30pm and returning sunday, leaving nyc at like 8:30. if someone wanted to hang out with me friday - that would be great! but i'd settle for directions to a museum if you guys are working :)