boy

no one can know because it would make things really weird with the rest of our friends there. everyone is really really close there.. they do everything together.. are all up in each others business all the time, so if people there knew, it wouold be like i was having a relationship with his whole group of friends. NO privacy whatsoever. the funny thing is that if anything i'm more comfortable telling my parents than i am all our friends over there. it's so weird to be sneaking around. it was SO high school.. you guys would have cracked up if you could have watched. literally we would be texting each other on our phones while hanging out with everyone else but would try not to be obvious abou tthe fact taht as soon as one of us was done playing with our phones, the other one's phone would buzz.

they all do hook up and everything, but everyone just knows too much detail about each others lives and i'm definitely not ready to be a part of that. i also feel like everyone will have an opinion (about our age difference) and i'm not ready for that.. i'd rather we figure out what exactly this is before we have to explain it. from the way it looks though, feels impossible to keep private. it was hard enough for 4 days, let alone for a longer period of time. b/c i was visiting, people also wanted to hang out the whole time that i was there, so i had to literally pretend that i had left mumbai so that we could get alone time. we both lied more that week than i have in a LONG time.

anyway, i'm back! i missed ny. it's nice to be here. so much work today... but i want to blog and read blogs so send updates.

:) yay on the boy. i can't wait for you all to meet him (and you WILL since all of you will visit in the next year!!)